vice versaWe were friends now we can’t be lovers
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One day I’ll find someone who really loves me. Someone who doesn’t care about my flaws, my past, or who I am. Someone who wants me for me. Someone who won’t hurt me, who won’t fuck me up, and who they’re proud to be with. One day someone will come into my life and make me question why I spent so much time hurting over someone who didn’t want me. One day someone will come take all the pain away and actually make me feel loved. That day may or may not ever come, but that’s the only bit of hope I’m holding on to.
I can’t keep doing this. This is killing me. It’s taking every ounce of me to try and get over this but it’s causing so much more pain the harder I try. I’m loosing focus, I can’t do anything. All I think about is you and sadly you don’t even care.
I hate seeing you, I hate hearing your voice. Every little thing about you brings back every little memory we’ve ever had. The thought of you makes me sad and the thought that I wasn’t the one you wanted kills me. You have no idea how much I want you mine again. We’ve been to hell and back and I’d go again if it meant having you back by my side. But unfortunately, you moved on from me. You’re with someone who makes you happy now that I wasn’t able to do so. Unfortunately, I have to go every day slowly dying inside faking a smile and telling you I’m okay. And for that, I hate you. But I’m sorry, and I wish you the best.