I’m starting to question if you ever really did love me, or if I was just another piece in your fucked up game. I don’t believe in love anymore, I don’t trust anyone anymore. You brought me to my lowest point, then took me even lower. Just one question runs through my mind. If you loved me like you say you did, how could you hurt me so much the way you have.?
Two years of the lies, the disappointment, the hurt, and the heartbreak. Two years of pain brought on by you. Yet, I can’t say it was all bad because there were some smiles, laughs, and great memories we shared together. Although thinking about it, the bad out weighs the good. I can’t put up with being just an option for you. So I’m done. I can’t continue wanting to be with you if you can’t make up your mind. As much as I don’t want to, I have to do what’s best for me, and waiting for you to make up your mind isn’t it.
someone be my friend because i literally have none
i am getting so emotional tonight i need sleep badly